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Why Am I Still Here? What's So Special About Me That Could Help People Or Something?
06-02-2010, 11:01 PM
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RE: Why Am I Still Here? What's So Special About Me That Could Help People Or Something?
Though I don't know you, I can tell you this that there are ALOT of people out there that are having to deal with what you're going through right now. You shouldn't talk that way, questioning your existence when you belong here just as anyone else does. If people don't like the way you look, tell them to turn there head and look the other way it's the advice my mom gave me so I'm passing it on to you.

As for being underweight/low immune system. You can gain weight to a healthy weight by watching what you eat & they have vitamins for the immune system at the CVS pharmacy or Rite Aid. Or what ever pharmacy you have in your state/country.

Don't give up on yourself because your lactose intolerant and have a low immune system, millions of people have to deal with that so please don't feel singled out. I can't say I know how you feel because I'm not lactose intolerant but I can sympathize and only hope you keep your chin up.

And old friend of mine had alot of major problems, from having to deal with his pancreatic cancer/not being able to keep food down ontop of having to deal with gastro problems. He went through hell and back but he did nothing but fight and fight and fight some more and I haven't spoken to him in a long time due to the chatroom he created is no longer up.

But my point is, don't give up on life because you're lactose intolerant and your immune system sucks & your underweight. Just keep your chin up and keep moving forward
( You'd recognize that saying " Keep moving forward " if you saw the movie I got it from )

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06-02-2010, 11:47 PM
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That is the million dollar question. Why are any of us here? Do we all have a purpose.

Yes, of course we do. We can be logical about that because if we had no purpose, we would have no reason for existence.

Figuring out one's purpose is an extraordinary thing to accomplish.

I know of many people who would find your very drawing of breath a powerful testimony and blessing.

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06-03-2010, 10:09 AM
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RE: Why Am I Still Here? What's So Special About Me That Could Help People Or Something?
[size=small Well, I died twice too when I was born. I didn't want to be here. Years later, I took a class on numerology. The teacher just picked me at random to use as a chart for the class. He got just a few numbers in when he stopped and turned to me and said ,"You are not supposed to be here ! " To which I replied, "I know. " He went on with my chart and stopped again, " Someone must really want you here badly. Your chart turns over every 3.5 years as to the usual 7 years."
I too have asked the question why am I here. No answer has been forth coming, and I am 59 yrs. old. now. And I am STILL waiting ! LOL.
So , what have I learn so far ? I have learned that there is a parallel plane that is exactly like this one. I found that what I do and say in this world , also occurs in the duplicate plane. There is a difference in the 2 planes. The other "world is brghter and more colorful. Reprecusions are not felt by actions there. I mentioned the other world to a paranormal group in Wis. , and the woman i talked to got all emotional on me, saying, that I had been given a "jewel " That was nice I thought, but what does that mean ? She couldn't answer me and wanted me to meet with one of the elders of the group. Which I could not do, as I wouldn't drive that far. Does anyone here know what she was talking about ? I don't feel special in any way. I walk and talk and poop just like everyone else. So, what's the big deal about a jewel ? Strange things have happened to me, but I don't consider myself unique, or better than anyone else. I died when I was 16, but got sent back. Something about my work not being done. What a PITA !! LOL.[/size]
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06-06-2010, 04:41 PM
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RE: Why Am I Still Here? What's So Special About Me That Could Help People Or Something?
(05-29-2010 09:49 PM)HaleySupernaturalFreak15 Wrote:  This dosin't really relate to this forum topic, but....
O.K, I don't have a story because even if I did have a out of body experience or something, I wouldn't remember because I was a infant.
I almost died twice when I was a baby. I was born two mouths pre mature weighing 3 pounds ten ounces. My lungs were under developed, so I was in the hospital many weeks. Then I got RSV which is a respitory infection that can be fattle to babies, ESPECIALLY premature babies. It seemed like it was all planned out to me, lol. I would lose consiousness because I was unable to breath after my parents took me home. Then, when they finally brought me home, whenever they tried to feed me I would power vomit it up. This went on for over a week. My mom tried so many different kinds of baby foods, but nothing changed. Then they found out I was lacktose intolerant. Thats why I was vomiting.
My question is, why am I still alive. My immune system is always been low, so I get really sick whenever i get the flu or a cold, I have bad sinus infections a lot, im underweight, overall, I don't seem that healthy.
SO WHY AM I HEAR?! Frown

The reason you're here isn't always positive. It could very well be that you're here for some ulterior negative purpose. For example, maybe you're here to commit some great genocide, or to act as a speaker or spreader of hate. Then again, I'm not saying it's more likely than a positive purpose. The truth is, there is no meaning to anything. We make the meaning. We don't have any rights, we take them.
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06-06-2010, 06:04 PM (This post was last modified: 06-06-2010 06:07 PM by LMC.)
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RE: Why Am I Still Here? What's So Special About Me That Could Help People Or Something?
(05-29-2010 09:49 PM)HaleySupernaturalFreak15 Wrote:  This dosin't really relate to this forum topic, but....
O.K, I don't have a story because even if I did have a out of body experience or something, I wouldn't remember because I was a infant.
I almost died twice when I was a baby. I was born two mouths pre mature weighing 3 pounds ten ounces. My lungs were under developed, so I was in the hospital many weeks. Then I got RSV which is a respitory infection that can be fattle to babies, ESPECIALLY premature babies. It seemed like it was all planned out to me, lol. I would lose consiousness because I was unable to breath after my parents took me home. Then, when they finally brought me home, whenever they tried to feed me I would power vomit it up. This went on for over a week. My mom tried so many different kinds of baby foods, but nothing changed. Then they found out I was lacktose intolerant. Thats why I was vomiting.
My question is, why am I still alive. My immune system is always been low, so I get really sick whenever i get the flu or a cold, I have bad sinus infections a lot, im underweight, overall, I don't seem that healthy.
SO WHY AM I HEAR?! Frown

everybody has a reason why they are here... the answers will come to you... then you will know all the answers that you think about... what is it you would like to do the most in your life?
(06-03-2010 10:09 AM)Reverend Mother Wrote:  [size=small Well, I died twice too when I was born. I didn't want to be here. Years later, I took a class on numerology. The teacher just picked me at random to use as a chart for the class. He got just a few numbers in when he stopped and turned to me and said ,"You are not supposed to be here ! " To which I replied, "I know. " He went on with my chart and stopped again, " Someone must really want you here badly. Your chart turns over every 3.5 years as to the usual 7 years."
I too have asked the question why am I here. No answer has been forth coming, and I am 59 yrs. old. now. And I am STILL waiting ! LOL.
So , what have I learn so far ? I have learned that there is a parallel plane that is exactly like this one. I found that what I do and say in this world , also occurs in the duplicate plane. There is a difference in the 2 planes. The other "world is brghter and more colorful. Reprecusions are not felt by actions there. I mentioned the other world to a paranormal group in Wis. , and the woman i talked to got all emotional on me, saying, that I had been given a "jewel " That was nice I thought, but what does that mean ? She couldn't answer me and wanted me to meet with one of the elders of the group. Which I could not do, as I wouldn't drive that far. Does anyone here know what she was talking about ? I don't feel special in any way. I walk and talk and poop just like everyone else. So, what's the big deal about a jewel ? Strange things have happened to me, but I don't consider myself unique, or better than anyone else. I died when I was 16, but got sent back. Something about my work not being done. What a PITA !! LOL.[/size]

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06-07-2010, 12:32 AM
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RE: Why Am I Still Here? What's So Special About Me That Could Help People Or Something?
One, we choose to come back. Everything has a purpose, even though we don't see it. When I was 19, I stopped a little balck girl from running out in front of an on coming car. I heard the motor rev up and grabbed her as she was about to run to her mother who was across the street. There was no thanks, I didn't even know the child's name. She would have been killed had I not stopped her. Ok , fine. No Laurels are asked for here. The point is we do things, good or bad in life. Perhaps this child was destined for great things. I'll never know. I don't think either one of them realized the danger she was in.
Later when I was 29, a little black child got hit by a CTA bus. I started to run to help as I knew CPR. But my mother's neighbor stopped me. The absolute terror on John's face was a complete shock to me. " Don't go out there Miss Abigail ! They won't understand ! It ain't safe for you ! Don't go ! " John was beyond frightened for me. I listened to John as something from the past rushed to the surface. I think the child died. I will never forget that. I was 7 months pregnant with my first child.
So, why save one child and not the other. Only God will be able to answer that one. When I teach, I show my students a tapestry of many colors. Each thread winds it's way through the pattern. some stop others continue. Each thread is a soul. Some are here longer than others, some for a brief time. We come back to help others complete their work here, or finnish work that we have left undone. The hardest to understand is the loss of a child. But their work is done and those left behind need to look at it that way. Hard as that sounds. I encourage people to make as many fond memories as they can. For you never know when God decides to call us home. There is no one to blame. Sadly , people do just that. Hurtful words are spoken, that can't be taken back.
Try your best to be kind, even to those who prefer to be nasty to you. That's not always easy either. But, I'd like to be able to look back and not have any regrets, knowing that I did my best wherever I could.
A student once asked me about people that are just mean for meaness sake. I told him that if we couldn't see black or white and our only gage was a candle light. Some candle flames burn brighter than others. Some are all but extinguished. Would you not reach out to help that flame grow ? In helping others, we help ourselves. In hurting others, we hurt ourselves.
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06-07-2010, 07:20 AM
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(06-07-2010 12:32 AM)Reverend Mother Wrote:  In helping others, we help ourselves. In hurting others, we hurt ourselves.

Beautifully said! And I 100% agree! Icontexto-emoticons-01-032x032

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06-07-2010, 05:31 PM
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(06-07-2010 07:20 AM)scarygirl67 Wrote:  
(06-07-2010 12:32 AM)Reverend Mother Wrote:  In helping others, we help ourselves. In hurting others, we hurt ourselves.

Beautifully said! And I 100% agree! Icontexto-emoticons-01-032x032

I agree 100% also!
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06-15-2010, 05:14 AM
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(05-30-2010 05:05 PM)geogirlforever Wrote:  Haley i agree with all of the above... and believe me just because you were a premie means nothing 'bad'....

My oldest son was born 2 1/2 months early (so two weeks earlier than u) he weighed 4pds 1oz, his lungs too weren't ready for air (they are developed, cause that was a question i asked it's just their not ready for air)... but since i was in labour for 5 days with him i was able to get steroid shots into my hips which puts a powder residue into his lungs so when he was born the air would flow in smoothly.( the ob descibed it like this... think of a preemies lungs like a latex glove without the white powdery stuff on the inside, kind of hard to put your hand in right? Well a preemies lungs is like that, like that latex glove with no white powder on the inside)...... so your not alone in the preemie department. He's now 6 1/2yrs old.

My youngest son was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes, at 20 months old... he was in a diabetic coma (his sugar level was 84, when his norm should be between 6-12), they were doing blood work on him every 30 mins, they had to scan his brain (for possible brain damage)which test results came back nothing wrong, thank goodness, he had kidney failure.... he's now 3 1/2yrs old and kidney's are 100% recovered and he's doing excellent... they said if i hadn't taken him i would have woken up to a dead baby...


So please your not alone when it comes to life threatning situations..... Even i've experienced my own. So live life to the fullest, enjoy yourself. Do what you want to do, we only live once. But, always remember be smart with your choices. Always think things out before jumping in, no matter what others may think, cause honestly in the end you'll be the one laughing and not them.

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(05-31-2010 01:41 PM)Goonis38 Wrote:  I can just tell you are a wonderful person with so much to give... There have been so many good points maid here, one that is turned you inward spiritually. I really like that and think that is a good point. Life is funny I'm only 39, I look back and believe me every single person has ask there selves that exact same question one time or another. Adversity builds character, every step of the way. We all have our story's there like a big book. Peoples books are filled with all kinds of adventure, love, sadness, loss, death, life, and the list goes on.
I almost died once and I literally felt a hand grab me by the scruff of my neck like a momma dog does a baby dog. I was going through that dark hole, and it grabbed me by the back of my neck and yanked me back into this world... So yes mam you have a reason for sure! Now go out and live that precious life you have been given, you will do and see so many things in your book. Keep on filling those pages my friend... Lots of love Mel

Blueoh just saying, that was really beautiful. the words. Icontexto-emoticons-10-032x032Icontexto-emoticons-03-032x032Icontexto-emoticons-04-032x032
u should put your near death experience story on here. Icontexto-emoticons-03-032x032Icontexto-emoticons-04-032x032Icontexto-emoticons-10-032x032
(06-03-2010 10:09 AM)Reverend Mother Wrote:  [size=small Well, I died twice too when I was born. I didn't want to be here. Years later, I took a class on numerology. The teacher just picked me at random to use as a chart for the class. He got just a few numbers in when he stopped and turned to me and said ,"You are not supposed to be here ! " To which I replied, "I know. " He went on with my chart and stopped again, " Someone must really want you here badly. Your chart turns over every 3.5 years as to the usual 7 years."
I too have asked the question why am I here. No answer has been forth coming, and I am 59 yrs. old. now. And I am STILL waiting ! LOL.
So , what have I learn so far ? I have learned that there is a parallel plane that is exactly like this one. I found that what I do and say in this world , also occurs in the duplicate plane. There is a difference in the 2 planes. The other "world is brghter and more colorful. Reprecusions are not felt by actions there. I mentioned the other world to a paranormal group in Wis. , and the woman i talked to got all emotional on me, saying, that I had been given a "jewel " That was nice I thought, but what does that mean ? She couldn't answer me and wanted me to meet with one of the elders of the group. Which I could not do, as I wouldn't drive that far. Does anyone here know what she was talking about ? I don't feel special in any way. I walk and talk and poop just like everyone else. So, what's the big deal about a jewel ? Strange things have happened to me, but I don't consider myself unique, or better than anyone else. I died when I was 16, but got sent back. Something about my work not being done. What a PITA !! LOL.[/size]

Icontexto-emoticons-03-032x032Icontexto-emoticons-04-032x032Icontexto-emoticons-01-032x032 i don't know what she meant, but it DOSE sound VERY special. Icontexto-emoticons-03-032x032Icontexto-emoticons-01-032x032Icontexto-emoticons-04-032x032
(06-07-2010 12:32 AM)Reverend Mother Wrote:  One, we choose to come back. Everything has a purpose, even though we don't see it. When I was 19, I stopped a little balck girl from running out in front of an on coming car. I heard the motor rev up and grabbed her as she was about to run to her mother who was across the street. There was no thanks, I didn't even know the child's name. She would have been killed had I not stopped her. Ok , fine. No Laurels are asked for here. The point is we do things, good or bad in life. Perhaps this child was destined for great things. I'll never know. I don't think either one of them realized the danger she was in.
Later when I was 29, a little black child got hit by a CTA bus. I started to run to help as I knew CPR. But my mother's neighbor stopped me. The absolute terror on John's face was a complete shock to me. " Don't go out there Miss Abigail ! They won't understand ! It ain't safe for you ! Don't go ! " John was beyond frightened for me. I listened to John as something from the past rushed to the surface. I think the child died. I will never forget that. I was 7 months pregnant with my first child.
So, why save one child and not the other. Only God will be able to answer that one. When I teach, I show my students a tapestry of many colors. Each thread winds it's way through the pattern. some stop others continue. Each thread is a soul. Some are here longer than others, some for a brief time. We come back to help others complete their work here, or finnish work that we have left undone. The hardest to understand is the loss of a child. But their work is done and those left behind need to look at it that way. Hard as that sounds. I encourage people to make as many fond memories as they can. For you never know when God decides to call us home. There is no one to blame. Sadly , people do just that. Hurtful words are spoken, that can't be taken back.
Try your best to be kind, even to those who prefer to be nasty to you. That's not always easy either. But, I'd like to be able to look back and not have any regrets, knowing that I did my best wherever I could.
A student once asked me about people that are just mean for meaness sake. I told him that if we couldn't see black or white and our only gage was a candle light. Some candle flames burn brighter than others. Some are all but extinguished. Would you not reach out to help that flame grow ? In helping others, we help ourselves. In hurting others, we hurt ourselves.

Blueoh the black little girls mother didn't say something? no thank u? Icontexto-emoticons-10-032x032 wow. sad. Frown
but i bet you ARE a good teacher. Icontexto-emoticons-03-032x032Icontexto-emoticons-04-032x032Icontexto-emoticons-01-032x032Icontexto-emoticons-03-032x032
(05-30-2010 11:34 AM)GypsyMoon Wrote:  I am curious to know why you are contemplating this? More so then why you are still around.
You depressed wishing you were dead or something? Just curious...

yes, many times. i have been on anti depression meds sense sept. 2008, my 13th year. i just got on my second different drug. they changed it.
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06-15-2010, 06:24 AM
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Haley, they sure are even thou they constantly fight, I'm always seperating them from headlocks, but in the end I wouldn't change anything. We are a package deal.

Thank you

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