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I am looking to understand what happened to me. I only kind of believed in the supernatural as a kind of thing that "might" exist. This isn't a joke or a tale looking for some attention. This is very real and I have absolutely no one to talk to about it, even if I did I don't know what to do. The simply terrifying becomes literal torture when nobody believes you. I could spend my time begging for help, or telling you one of a hundred things you probably wouldn't believe. I'd rather not make this situation worse by becoming a tinfoil hat conspiracy guy that sits in his house full of pictures and strings, never able to piece the picture together. The way I see it. Either I have lost 90% of my sanity, or these things are real, and others might have some insight to understand. My ultimate goal is to see if I can't make a career out of helping others going through this. 1 thing I can definitively say no hesitation. Nothing, and no one deserves to be alone, confused, and in pain, with no hope of it ever ending. In that sense by itself, Hell is VERY REAL.
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Hi Dalonewolf,
I would like to hear what experiences you have gone though. No judgements from me. Please share.....
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(11-18-2017, 11:16 PM)Dalonewolf1 Wrote: Nothing, and no one deserves to be alone, confused, and in pain, with no hope of it ever ending. In that sense by itself, Hell is VERY REAL.


It's mortifying to be vulnerable to a negativity entity against your person day by day and night after night and then come online looking for like-minded people, make yourself vulnerable to humans of whom many are merely wanting to visit with grandma again and don't believe in the negative juju (for lack of a diff word) that is all around us. These end up abusing us and are more harmful than the negative entities in some cases. I'd be happy to hear your story. You can PM me, if you want (if that's allowed on this forum, not sure yet).

I'm new to this forum and haven't had any bad experiences, yet. Just wanted to offer some kindness.

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(11-18-2017, 11:16 PM)Dalonewolf1 Wrote: I am looking to understand what happened to me. I only kind of believed in the supernatural as a kind of thing that "might" exist. This isn't a joke or a tale looking for some attention. This is very real and I have absolutely no one to talk to about it, even if I did I don't know what to do. The simply terrifying becomes literal torture when nobody believes you. I could spend my time begging for help, or telling you one of a hundred things you probably wouldn't believe. I'd rather not make this situation worse by becoming a tinfoil hat conspiracy guy that sits in his house full of pictures and strings, never able to piece the picture together. The way I see it. Either I have lost 90% of my sanity, or these things are real, and others might have some insight to understand. My ultimate goal is to see if I can't make a career out of helping others going through this. 1 thing I can definitively say no hesitation. Nothing, and no one deserves to be alone, confused, and in pain, with no hope of it ever ending. In that sense by itself, Hell is VERY REAL.

Hello there and welcome to the forum

And as the other members suggested, give it a try and please do share your experiences here if you don't mind.

(11-19-2017, 02:39 PM)Learning Wrote: You can PM me, if you want (if that's allowed on this forum, not sure yet).

Yes, it's allowed. It's your own choice (or risk) as to whether or not you want to receive e-mails or PM's from other members. The settings are located on your User Control Panel > Edit Options.
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Thanks for the warm response. Emails are fine, I have no friends anymore after I moved a few years ago. PM's would probably work if I had a working app lol. My old laptop mysteriously was unable to load itself up even after resetting to factory.

The worst part of this is more the loneliness then the actual incidents anymore. You start to get used to anything I guess, even a pervasive consuming smell of rotting meat for no known reason.

The most common stuff is hard even for me to believe which is messages through the T.V. or video's on the internet (porn heh)
Which might not seem that scary till your in the middle of doing your business and the young lady your watching turns into a 13 year old girl as the picture changes. NOT MY THING!!! Or they don't change and instead tell you about how their father abused them, including at what age. From what I learned you grow stronger against these things the more you do not let them control you. So usually shutting off the T.V. or comp then going for a long walk seems to work good, until the songs you are listening to start repeating, and answering thoughts in your head.Gawp

One of the craziest is Seeing a man dressed in all white suit in summer, on the weekend. while I was out for a walk, and something just seemed, off. So I followed, and even though he was walking too was REALLY losing me. I started to jog after him, then run, and guess what he kept getting further, ignoring all of my screams and shouts to get his attention. Then he walked into a house. I followed and went right in, despite the old lady outside weeping. Wouldn't you know it, there wasn't anyone there, and the old lady had no idea what I was going on about. Icontexto-emoticons-10-032x032
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#6
Perfect example why this stuff keeps getting worse for me. either nobody believes me, i'm 100% crazy, or there are no people on this site that have ever experienced this sort of thing.

I love humans sooooo much
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#7
So many possibilities, delusions? fantasy prone personality? Psychosis? or more. Why not explain what you are experiencing to a doctor?
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#8
Hello Dalonewolf1,

I'm sorry but I must confess that I did not fully understand what you wrote.

What do you mean with "...pervasive consuming smell of rotting meat for no known reason"?

Is that a phrase, or is it really that you perceive this smell?

And unfortunately, I did not quite understand what you mean by this sentence: ."...Or they don't change and instead tell you about how their father abused them, including at what age."

People just tell you their life story? Do you perceive that mentally? Or have I misunderstood something?

Maybe you tell us in detail what happened.

What should happen? In the worst case, nothing changes because we can not be dangerous to you. We are only letters on your screen Icontexto-emoticons-04-032x032.

Best regards
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