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Non-stop contact with entity, transforming my life positively
08-05-2017, 03:27 AM (This post was last modified: 08-05-2017 03:30 AM by daendefouw.)
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Hello

Please read on through. This is real and I've never heard anything like this, so I hope someone can elaborate somewhat on this for me.

Basically this entity communicates with me through my mind. I can't see it, but it communicates mostly through thought. It can also keep songs that I've listened to playing in my head for a whole day, very loud. I can't interrupt this for one second, not even in meditation, and it's nothing like having a song in your head normally.

Also it can shift my emotion instantly but it's mostly not that intense and not unnatural-feeling.
The 2 extremes however were a bliss and peace I've never felt before, and intense pain I can't quite describe.

I have had a psychosis several years ago and I always wondered what caused it. I had been a drug user and the psychiatrists told me it was DEFINETELY that. I took medicines and always felt they didn't help me, I also felt there had to be something else behind all this.

About 2 months ago hallucinations came back. Very odd ones, of demons and angels. I became increasingly sure that this was NOT a psychosis. This was something else. At some point this was confirmed. Suddenly the hallucinations fell off, I was overwhelmed by positive emotion and a clear voice started explaining to me that it was indeed an entity.

After this it changed and there came an intense period of suffering. This lasted about 2 weeks. There were also times of pleasure but most of it was suffering. During this period I was often told that it was going to help me with my spiritual progress. I felt this was too good to be true.

After this 2 week period it changed again. It basically eased me into starting to discover spiritual truth. I have been very impressed by spiritual teacher Richard Rose (look him up) and many of the characteristics of his teaching come forward in my situation of looking for truth (question everything, shed all your beliefs and look for whats really true). Also my imagination (I have read your 3rd eye does this?) is very vivid. Anything I want to imagine just pops up in my imagination thanks to this entity (never experienced anything like this).

Now why I'm posting here is because I want to share this, and also this entity is communicating with me constantly but when it comes to information about itself or entities in general it just kind of brushes it off.

So I would like to know does this sound somehow familiar to anyone? I haven't found anything like my experience online.

It is not at all negative, it's very positive, so i'm not in trouble.

I would just like to know more on this.
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08-05-2017, 04:05 AM
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It sounds very familiar to me. I am a psychiatric nurse & have heard stories like yours on many occasions.
Just because something is not negative it does not mean it is not due to illness. As many people find their illness brings them a lot of happiness. It is also very common for people who are unwell to assign them spiritual meaning & even make websites or publish books that encourage others to believe their illness is spiritual too.
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08-05-2017, 04:28 AM
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(08-05-2017 04:05 AM)Kayt Wrote:  It sounds very familiar to me. I am a psychiatric nurse & have heard stories like yours on many occasions.
Just because something is not negative it does not mean it is not due to illness. As many people find their illness brings them a lot of happiness. It is also very common for people who are unwell to assign them spiritual meaning & even make websites or publish books that encourage others to believe their illness is spiritual too.

Thanks for replying. Looking at your profession I understand your comment, but I am 100% sure you don't understand (of course, you're not experiencing this) and this is not a delusion. I've had my share of delusions in psychosis(thanks to this entity) and I've thought about this a lot. There is just stuff that is not generated by my mind, information that I'm writing wrongly and that I'm being made aware of by this entity. Insights into the human mind that are not coming from me, which are transforming me profoundly and giving me control over my emotions.

I hope there are people who can somewhat relate to this, and for what it's worth I have had years of education on psychosis and this is NOT psychosis.
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08-05-2017, 07:10 AM
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Hello,

I can relate to the non-stop communitcation part....though my experience is not positive by any means. I foolishly got into spirit communication for a short time back in 2015. My efforts were successful and I established contact with what I thought were benevolent or at least benign spirits/entities via EVP. But, turns out they were not who they pretended to be and I began to hear voices and experience other phenomenon at an extreme level 24/7 non-stop (except when asleep...but even then they were in my dreams quite often).

I had a post on this forum about it from back then.
http://www.talkparanormal.com/thread-19981.html

It's still ongoing after two years....but now it's no where near as intense and terrifying as it was back in 2015....but these entities are still a constant intrusion into my life....they are always there......the voices practically never stop....but I can block them out to a degree now and I'm quite desensitized to it.....but life has never been the same.

good luck and be careful.....some of these entities are masterful at deception...I admit I never saw the danger coming until it was too late.
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08-05-2017, 10:28 AM
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An interesting blog about hearing voices and using them in a positive way.
http://blog.ted.com/everything-you-ever-...id-to-ask/
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08-06-2017, 12:44 AM
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I would suggest talking with someone who can help you turn these voices off. Such as another medium. Also when voices lead you to spiritual clarity, a lot of times it is some form of psychosis, which that person will never admit, accept, or even realize.
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08-07-2017, 11:05 PM
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(08-05-2017 03:27 AM)daendefouw Wrote:  Hello

Please read on through. This is real and I've never heard anything like this, so I hope someone can elaborate somewhat on this for me.

Basically this entity communicates with me through my mind. I can't see it, but it communicates mostly through thought. It can also keep songs that I've listened to playing in my head for a whole day, very loud. I can't interrupt this for one second, not even in meditation, and it's nothing like having a song in your head normally.

Also it can shift my emotion instantly but it's mostly not that intense and not unnatural-feeling.
The 2 extremes however were a bliss and peace I've never felt before, and intense pain I can't quite describe.

I have had a psychosis several years ago and I always wondered what caused it. I had been a drug user and the psychiatrists told me it was DEFINETELY that. I took medicines and always felt they didn't help me, I also felt there had to be something else behind all this.

About 2 months ago hallucinations came back. Very odd ones, of demons and angels. I became increasingly sure that this was NOT a psychosis. This was something else. At some point this was confirmed. Suddenly the hallucinations fell off, I was overwhelmed by positive emotion and a clear voice started explaining to me that it was indeed an entity.

After this it changed and there came an intense period of suffering. This lasted about 2 weeks. There were also times of pleasure but most of it was suffering. During this period I was often told that it was going to help me with my spiritual progress. I felt this was too good to be true.

After this 2 week period it changed again. It basically eased me into starting to discover spiritual truth. I have been very impressed by spiritual teacher Richard Rose (look him up) and many of the characteristics of his teaching come forward in my situation of looking for truth (question everything, shed all your beliefs and look for whats really true). Also my imagination (I have read your 3rd eye does this?) is very vivid. Anything I want to imagine just pops up in my imagination thanks to this entity (never experienced anything like this).

Now why I'm posting here is because I want to share this, and also this entity is communicating with me constantly but when it comes to information about itself or entities in general it just kind of brushes it off.

So I would like to know does this sound somehow familiar to anyone? I haven't found anything like my experience online.

It is not at all negative, it's very positive, so i'm not in trouble.

I would just like to know more on this.

An opinion from a believer now, if you allow me:

Personally, I agree with this :

(08-06-2017 12:44 AM)edrutledge Wrote:  I would suggest talking with someone who can help you turn these voices off.

Because, if what you have there with you is a positive entity, they should be your spirit guardian(s), not anything else. Only your own spirit guardian(s) can and may help you in such a direct manner due to their closer bond to your self-entity. But, spirit guardian(s) are also understand that you'd have a life to live, thus they won't just bother you with putting constant uninterrupted imagination(s) in your mind for the whole time.

Thus, if they feel the need to contact you, they'd just try to find another way.

Putting uninterrupted imagination(s) in your mind in a constant way like that is just like re-programming your mind and mindset, you have to be aware of and be very careful about this.

I'm saying this because of a line in your post :

(08-06-2017 12:44 AM)edrutledge Wrote:  It is not at all negative, it's very positive, so i'm not in trouble.

Are you sure? If you're so sure, fine by me, it's your choice. But how can, you be so sure if you don't even know who or what this 'entity' is, if I may ask? Paranormal spirituality is a grey area, where you can't possibly see things clearly, if I may remind you.

Followed by this :

(08-05-2017 03:27 AM)daendefouw Wrote:  During this period I was often told that it was going to help me with my spiritual progress.

See the connection between 're-programming your mindest' and 'helping you with your spiritual progress' now?

And also this :

(08-05-2017 03:27 AM)daendefouw Wrote:  Now why I'm posting here is because I want to share this, and also this entity is communicating with me constantly but when it comes to information about itself or entities in general it just kind of brushes it off.

The first thing you should know about your own spirit guardian(s) is this; one thing your spirit guardian(s) will and must do when they come to you for the first time is introducing themselves to you, to avoid confusion. Especially, if they come when you're not under somebody else's guidance.

Also note that imagination(s) is or are not produced by your 3rd eye. Your 3rd eye, if you've found a way to activate it somehow, is an 'imaging device' that functions like your own two 'normal eyes', rather than 'imagination tool' if you know what I mean. But, it'll provide you with true seeing ability. So, if what you have there is a trully activated 3rd eye, then you should have been capable of seeing the entity that is putting imagination(s) on your mind first, rather than imagining something else.

Now, if you don't believe me regarding this 3rd eye, feel free to come to my place, and I'm sure we'll be glad to show you what your 3rd eye is capable of. But if this is your choice, I must warn you to prepare yourself (very) well, because then I need to tell you that most of what you'll see through your 3rd eye isn't going to be beautiful, and once you've seen things through it, it is most likely that things won't be the same again for you.

Again, I'm just offering my opinions here, instead of trying to prove anyhting to anyone. Believe it or not, it's your own choice.
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08-10-2017, 08:26 AM
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You seem to have made your mind up about this but I just want to say that this is exactly what my sister went through on the years leading up to her finally being diagnosed with bipolar disorder and properly medicated.

Not doing anything about it could eventually cause serious harm to yourself and those around you. But it's up to you.

"Oh! Come on! Do you think I'm a gulla-bull? Or even a gulla-calf?"
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