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assigned my own fate at birth?
01-30-2017, 04:31 PM
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RE: assigned my own fate at birth?
Whoa... That's one hell of a story you got there. Not sure what kind of magic was used I'll check into it for ya.
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02-04-2017, 12:07 AM (This post was last modified: 02-04-2017 12:22 AM by magicman525.)
Post: #12
RE: assigned my own fate at birth?
(01-24-2017 08:58 PM)starpixie Wrote:  The sad thing is, people who encourage this are actually harming the people who are suffering from mental disorders by encouraging it and the ones who are actually trying to help are put down and told they aren't welcome. As someone who has personally dealt with schizophrenics in close relationships it's obvious that this isn't paranormal.

"Common paranoid schizophrenia symptoms may include:

Auditory disturbances – hearing things that are not real
Unexplained anger
Emotional disconnectedness
Severe anxiety and agitation
Argumentative behavior
Violent tendencies
Delusions of grandeur – self-importance and believing he or she possesses special powers
Frequent suicidal thoughts and behavior"

"Paranoid Delusions – When suffering from paranoid schizophrenia, you feel that others are conspiring against you. As these paranoid thoughts intensify, you may behave aggressively or commit violence in self-defense against those you believe plan to cause harm to you or a loved one. You may also think you possess special powers, such as the ability to breathe under water or fly like a bird. You may believe you’re famous or that a famous person wants to date you. Even though others present contrary evidence, you hold onto these beliefs anyway.

Auditory hallucinations that are unpleasant and cruel – Imagine sitting in your living room. You hear voices in the room, but no one else can hear them. You might hear one person’s voice or two or more people conversing. They may talk to you or about you amongst each other. They criticize you; cruelly poke fun at your real or perceived flaws. Suddenly, one of the voices orders you to hurt someone else or yourself. Although not real, to you they absolutely are."

I quoted that because I figured you wouldn't bother going to the link I'm posting anyways.
http://www.healthyplace.com/thought-diso...reatments/

Anyways, best of luck.
The issue here is everyone i talked to around this time saw what I saw,which means it is not fake.As I told your friend before your kind shouldn't really be taken as serious on forums like this.

(01-24-2017 08:02 PM)Maxx808 Wrote:  Hi Magicman525,
I think you knew in your heart of hearts you were different because of your gifts. Some people (not good) are drawn to your light and can drawn or sap the life out of you. I have encountered people like these and you will "know" when to leave. Right away you will feel very tired like you absolutely have no energy, not even to stand up and stay awake. It won't matter that you took a nap before and feel very rested.
I think there's something negative drawn to you because of your light and it will do anything to try and break your spirit and pull you over to the dark side. I, too, spent many nights not being able to sleep because I was subjected to "attacks" nightly. I thought I was going crazy. What got me thru all of this period was my pastor. I had to turn to God for help because I was fighting something demonic. It wanted my soul. It didn't get me but it came back many years after and said that it wanted my child. My daughters are fine and so am I. I still get attacked every now and then but I've learned to deal with it. I know I am special because of my gifts. Some people would be scared of their gifts and what they can see, feel, and hear what others cannot but to me that's normal. I've learned not to be afraid. Embrace your gift from God.
Yeah I believe he has some sort of past life grudge against me.He claims he is 14,000 years old but maybe he can just remember every life he has lived.I have met 3 people in my life that once meeting someone they can read their mind of their darkest secrets.He was one of those people.I honestly believe he wanted me for something and if it wasn't for that womens help that I got I most likely would of feel to him and ended up in prison for something I did against my will.

I just really want to know the kinds of magics I been subjected to.It bugs me that even my priest that helped save me wont tell me what he saved me from.
Its like telling me is forbidden.
Anyway though i know for a fact he was draining me of energy.
around the time i met him I was just getting back into using my extra energy and I started practicing healing magic. I can heal people some what with my own energy but I am a bit of a novice when it comes to it,I only manage to take the pain/scars/wounds and make them mine.
Around the time i met him I had enough energy stored that I was close to glowing in a sense,seeing auras melting snow with my bare feet.After he friended me I was drained over a period of 1 year and the last few days before the priest helped me I was nearly on my death bed.Every part of me cold and I contracted ammonia and dead relatives started trying to give me tips on where to turn.It has taken maybe 3 month to gain back enough energy to sleep well and my sanity has gotten better.The lasting damage he did to me though I just pray to god isn't permanent and didn't lower my life span.
I mean around the time I started glowing I started seeing my own angel wings and others around me it was so peaceful to me being one with myself and god i miss it.

(01-29-2017 04:41 PM)nawal Wrote:  Amazing story.. I don´t know who were those people, but many things you say sounds like manipulation, reminds me those sects which use mind control techniques and drugs to get more zombie-followers working for them. If you got out of that one, it was because of your power of will and your luck, not because no one helped you.
Maybe you have some gifts and see auras and have awaken powers, but there´s no use for all that if you aren´t able to be here and now with your feet in the ground, just doing common things, being efficient in this world and forget a little about all that magical stuff for a while...
You became too airy, spent too much time flying and expanding to the Infinite, urgently need to solidify, gather all those flying pieces together into a small strong shielded aura, do sports, martial arts, work the ground, plant a garden or something, hang out with people. Once you get strong and solid, no magic will be able to get in.


I think it was destiny and a bit of luck.
yeah I just been trying to find answers to the types of magics they used so I can see if there is lasting effects and if I have any lasting damage from coming in contact with it.
The amount of energy he took from me had me feeling as cold as ice for months.
I also can't help but think it lowered my life span by years.
I have always wanted to take up gardening.
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02-04-2017, 10:55 AM (This post was last modified: 02-04-2017 10:58 AM by nawal.)
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RE: assigned my own fate at birth?
There are lots of different situations which also drain people´s energy without the need of being paranormal nor magical, stress, sadness, hate, too much pride, envy, luxury. Most of the people live their lifes with only the neccesary energy to work and survive, with nothing extra for even having the time of even getting into this site and speaking about magical stuff, or being able to perceive what is in front of their noses. If we compare you with one of those, you are plenty of energy, the problem is that maybe it is difficult to you to focus it in just one or two practical things and stop wasting it in perceiving or thinking useless things, so, forget about that silly "life span" thing. If you just do what is right and healthy for you soon you´ll see how plenty your life span gets. And the first thing to do if you wanna recover the energy level is to heal your relationship with the others, get rid of all the heaviness of the emotions, try to live more in the action than in the thoughts...
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02-04-2017, 08:15 PM
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RE: assigned my own fate at birth?
(02-04-2017 10:55 AM)nawal Wrote:  There are lots of different situations which also drain people´s energy without the need of being paranormal nor magical, stress, sadness, hate, too much pride, envy, luxury. Most of the people live their lifes with only the neccesary energy to work and survive, with nothing extra for even having the time of even getting into this site and speaking about magical stuff, or being able to perceive what is in front of their noses. If we compare you with one of those, you are plenty of energy, the problem is that maybe it is difficult to you to focus it in just one or two practical things and stop wasting it in perceiving or thinking useless things, so, forget about that silly "life span" thing. If you just do what is right and healthy for you soon you´ll see how plenty your life span gets. And the first thing to do if you wanna recover the energy level is to heal your relationship with the others, get rid of all the heaviness of the emotions, try to live more in the action than in the thoughts...

Its just difficult for me to get passed things for some reason without learning about said issues in order to make sure these types of issues can be avoided in the future.I kind of always had ocd about these sort of things.
I have managed to get passed a lot so far and gain back energy and gifts but i am no where close to who i was yet.

What you say has much truth to it though,you are right it is just being born with memories of another life kind of made the obsession to learn from mistakes become a part of me.

I have a compulsion to try and learn from mistakes.
I do believe over time I will get healed it is how i always been it just bugs me that i can't figure out all of what happened and only like 50%.
I kind of think I won't get past this all if I can't figure it out.
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