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Potential Astral travel, meditation, looking for answers for what happened to me??
01-25-2016, 01:50 AM
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Ok, so a while back I was struggling with understanding who I am and what exists spiritually. I found a guide online for contacting your spirit guide and so decided, wtfn? I tried it. I performed the little protection ritual, said the prayer etc and began the meditation. After a while I did begin to relax and then after another period of time-I was unable to keep track-I felt a disconnection from my body and the sense of movement. Like when you're in a car with your eyes closed and can tell you're moving but can't see anything. All I could see was the darkness behind my eyes. So in the distance an object begins to grow. Like an island or the side of a continent but it was cliffs and there was no water, more like the water was space lapping against the cliff. I could begin seeing the land traveling quickly beneath me and had no idea what was going on...then a figure began to grow in the distance. I was flying at this figure. From what I remember it was a dark figure and when I reached it I began to collide with it at which point it turned around and smiled at me. A pale face with jet black everything else. It wasn't a kind face. It was menacing. It literally terrified me and as I collided with its face I woke up. I didn't want to try again for a while as I was unnerved. I have a friend who practices Wicca and I asked him about it and he said that whIle it was unlikely for my first time it sounded like I Astral projected and was attacked. After this I never felt the same and I've always been very empathetic and enjoyed getting into othera heads. I was watching a violent movie ans when i put myself in that situation i sensed another presence and that lresemce reacted with me. A totally different totally violent reaction that also scared me. Well, after a few weeks I tried it again and this time the overhead light in my bedroom began to turn into a sun and I began to rise up towards it then something grabbed my legs. I looked down and saw what looked like arms solidifying into black inky tree trunks holding me back and the ovwrhead light started to burn into my eyes and leave after images that made my eyes teat and feel like i was looking into another set ofnburning eyes and then I felt the other presence. Like it took me over but not me. Like spirit me maybe? And it flipped out. Like some kind of enraged animal growling and cursing and clawing at the tree trunks until finally they were torn enough to break free. Since then I've felt the presence a few times...once when I started to spin out on an off ramp it felt like it took over. Once when I was very depressed and thinking awful things about myself it also stepped in and directed that rage at me. Since then it hasn't been forceful. The only time I've felt it in the last few months was once when I was with some friends drinking and it felt like I wasn't alone in my head...it's a difficult feeling to describe but it felt like it was just stopping by to say hey....am I crazy?
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01-25-2016, 10:33 AM
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RE: Potential Astral travel, meditation, looking for answers for what happened to me??
We can give no medical advice on your mental health.

However why would you repeat a ritual that turned out badly the first time? Why did you go to the internet for the ritual vs speaking with your wiccan friend first?

Do you still have the link for the ritual you could share with us? Id like to look at it.

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01-25-2016, 10:54 AM
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RE: Potential Astral travel, meditation, looking for answers for what happened to me??
Why do people think that they can do rituals in the first place and expect them to work?

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01-25-2016, 06:12 PM (This post was last modified: 01-25-2016 06:24 PM by UglyNRude.)
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Obviously I didn't seek professional medical advice or I would see a Dr and I repeated it because I thought I was crazy, I tried it in the first 0lace because I was skeptical-the same reason anytime anyone says there is a ghost around I taunt it or if someone warns about God I taunt him. Why do people sign up for discussion boards on websites like this where the people who reply are rude teats who need to have a pineapple shoved up their wallet Yes I'm calling you a rude teat so please if you don't have anything helpful to contribute go troll someone who cares what you have to say.
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01-25-2016, 06:43 PM
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RE: Potential Astral travel, meditation, looking for answers for what happened to me??
You have to love people who come to a discussion forum then throw a tantrum when people have their opinion and resort to name calling.

Belief bias occurs when we make illogical conclusions in order to confirm our preexisting beliefs. Belief perseverance refers to our tendency to maintain a belief even after the evidence we used to form the belief is contradicted.
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01-25-2016, 08:52 PM
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RE: Potential Astral travel, meditation, looking for answers for what happened to me??
Feeling guilty about something...

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01-26-2016, 01:07 AM
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RE: Potential Astral travel, meditation, looking for answers for what happened to me??
(01-25-2016 01:50 AM)Abhorseb Wrote:  Ok, so a while back I was struggling with understanding who I am and what exists spiritually. I found a guide online for contacting your spirit guide and so decided, wtfn? I tried it. I performed the little protection ritual, said the prayer etc and began the meditation. After a while I did begin to relax and then after another period of time-I was unable to keep track-I felt a disconnection from my body and the sense of movement. Like when you're in a car with your eyes closed and can tell you're moving but can't see anything. All I could see was the darkness behind my eyes. So in the distance an object begins to grow. Like an island or the side of a continent but it was cliffs and there was no water, more like the water was space lapping against the cliff. I could begin seeing the land traveling quickly beneath me and had no idea what was going on...then a figure began to grow in the distance. I was flying at this figure. From what I remember it was a dark figure and when I reached it I began to collide with it at which point it turned around and smiled at me. A pale face with jet black everything else. It wasn't a kind face. It was menacing. It literally terrified me and as I collided with its face I woke up. I didn't want to try again for a while as I was unnerved. I have a friend who practices Wicca and I asked him about it and he said that whIle it was unlikely for my first time it sounded like I Astral projected and was attacked. After this I never felt the same and I've always been very empathetic and enjoyed getting into othera heads. I was watching a violent movie ans when i put myself in that situation i sensed another presence and that lresemce reacted with me. A totally different totally violent reaction that also scared me. Well, after a few weeks I tried it again and this time the overhead light in my bedroom began to turn into a sun and I began to rise up towards it then something grabbed my legs. I looked down and saw what looked like arms solidifying into black inky tree trunks holding me back and the ovwrhead light started to burn into my eyes and leave after images that made my eyes teat and feel like i was looking into another set ofnburning eyes and then I felt the other presence. Like it took me over but not me. Like spirit me maybe? And it flipped out. Like some kind of enraged animal growling and cursing and clawing at the tree trunks until finally they were torn enough to break free. Since then I've felt the presence a few times...once when I started to spin out on an off ramp it felt like it took over. Once when I was very depressed and thinking awful things about myself it also stepped in and directed that rage at me. Since then it hasn't been forceful. The only time I've felt it in the last few months was once when I was with some friends drinking and it felt like I wasn't alone in my head...it's a difficult feeling to describe but it felt like it was just stopping by to say hey....am I crazy?
Very hard to read, for one. What is this word you were attempting to type? "lresemce" And what was is a "teat"? I had to laugh at that.
You were watching a movie and visualizing yourself in the movie? I don't understand what you were getting at here.

It seems that you are experiencing some intense meditation that went wrong. Your mind may have gone into a subconscious mode, where you were sort of dreaming but still awake, sort of. You're eyes are opened but you are not seeing what's really there. Have you ever had a night terror in your life, even when you were very young?
There is definitely something going on emotionally in your life. From what you have written, the negative, edgy feelings are a result of being in an unhappy or reckless situation if that is the only time the feeling occur. You may have a heightened intuition. Never ignore.
Perhaps seek a life coach.

P.S. When you visit a forum you have to accept and understand that others have their opinions. Any doubts or concerns they express are not attacks, but their way of showing that they care and want to help the best way they can.

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01-26-2016, 05:48 PM
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RE: Potential Astral travel, meditation, looking for answers for what happened to me??
My statement regarding we cannot offer medical advice is a serious one, we have had people look for it here. If you are worried about being crazy then it is always good to consult a doctor to make sure you do not have a underlying medical condition. This is not to say you have a mental issue, but its a possibility. This is simply a step to rule out mundane issues.

Other then that I was genuinely curious on why you would repeat the ritual more then once that had negative effects. Why you would trust a random internet source vs consulting your friend first. Considered you are of the mind to taunt these things, it may have come back to bite you.

Wanting to see the ritual is me wanting to look it over to make sure it is what you thought and that it was not something else. Again to rule out possibilities. Which I could still do.

But regardless of what any of us find I doubt you will take it as anything but an attack.

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03-05-2016, 01:55 PM
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RE: Potential Astral travel, meditation, looking for answers for what happened to me??
(01-25-2016 06:12 PM)Abhorseb Wrote:  Obviously I didn't seek professional medical advice or I would see a Dr and I repeated it because I thought I was crazy, I tried it in the first place because I was skeptical-the same reason anytime anyone says there is a ghost around I taunt it or if someone warns about God I taunt him.

Well, first of all, you should NEVER taunt an entity. Full stop. Provoking/taunting a spirit (whether you believe it exists or not) could cause it to become attached to you, and believe me - you DON'T want that. Either treat it with respect, command it to leave you alone or ignore it. That's my advice to you.

And second, if I were you, I would no longer attempt astral travel. Your soul is always put in a very vulnerable position when it travels to other locations and to other planes while it's outside of your physical body.

If you have another encounter with an entity in a lower plane that wants to frighten you or do you harm, your spiritual umbilical cord could become detached from your physical body - and once that happens, you will NEVER be able to return to your body.

Because of your mindset of watching violent movies and visualizing yourself being in the situations in those movies and because of the part of your personality that enjoys taunting and teasing entities (and probably people too), you WILL (and apparently, already have) attract like-minded entities as well as entities that are malevolent - and this is a VERY dangerous thing. These are supernatural beings who have the power to harm you, whether you believe that or not.

Astral project AT YOUR OWN RISK.

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