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I am me, what am i
#31
Hmm Fair point...
As I look through the eyes of my mortal body, I continue to see with the immoral eyes that I have already owned.
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#32
I'm here just out of curiosity.
-DFB

Subject: I have a black cat.
Believer: Black cats are bad luck.
Non-believer: It's just a cat.
Crackpot: Black cats are part of the New World Order government conspiracy.
Skeptic: I can test if black cats are more or less lucky than another cat.
Cynic: You only have a black cat to gain power and prestige.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t9iIf4tFoyE

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#33
So many cats... the slaughter...
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#34
Not really a cat. I'm more of a Scorpio.
-DFB

Subject: I have a black cat.
Believer: Black cats are bad luck.
Non-believer: It's just a cat.
Crackpot: Black cats are part of the New World Order government conspiracy.
Skeptic: I can test if black cats are more or less lucky than another cat.
Cynic: You only have a black cat to gain power and prestige.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t9iIf4tFoyE

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#35
So what do you want to know??
As I look through the eyes of my mortal body, I continue to see with the immoral eyes that I have already owned.
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#36
The cat may be schrodinger's so do not loose hope.

As for why Im here{other then my parents-which was an opportunity I couldn't pass up as a joke Big Grin}. I guess my main motivation was a form of loneliness. Yes I have friends and family, but while my brother and father are a bit like me I am far more aware then either of them of the veil.

I have never noticed my brother being sensitive to death, my dad gets a "bad/gut" feeling when people are to die but I have gotten physically sick from "feeling it" and I know when the person passes. The most recent was my mother who never in my life someone I was fond of{I prefer saying I came from primordial ooze}. Still her death woke me, when I learned later she was dead from my half-sister{I had not spoke to either in years} I asked my dad after she left if she said what time mother died, I cited a specific time to him. My dad said she didn't say but we could check when we got the death certificate. When we did I was spot on for the time.

Alot of "new age/magik/psychic" people I have run into that claim to be very powerful are either faking or very weak from my experience. Therefore I can't relate to them or vise versa. Ive actually lost "friends" because what I can do/happens around me scares them.

I came to the conclusion after looking at this site that there were few people on this site to give genuine help to those who needed help. So I stayed on trying to be a sounding board, giving the view others have not offered, or insights I have learned over the years that are not common knowledge.

For my own existance I think I was intended to be in my family specifically for my Dad. I don't know if its related to the fact Im a dead ringer for my great grandmother{paternal-dead long before I was born} and alot of my likes/interests line up with hers from what my dad has told me. My dad has also always told me that his mom{died when I was 6} would have loved to see me grown as its her mother I resemble.

My brother and I are also irish twins. Even as adults we are still on the same wavelength. We have both ended up going to the store on the same day and getting home within a half hour or so of each other with 80%+ identical items purchased. Which would make my dad laugh and eventually I was designated to shop so it stopped happening. We finish video games as I had said, and work flawlessly on projects together. We don't play two player games anymore. Mainly because he wanted to play a "King of the Ring" game and I hate wrestling but I humored him. I forget who he was playing but I picked Undertaker{who I was calling Undies}. Eventually new opponents stopped coming and I had a stroke of genius. I screamed "THERE CAN BE ONLY ONE"{Highlander reference} startling my brother, enough that I could sucker punch his wrestler and win the game.

Random other note, I remember as a child one of us had said we would be better as the parents and our parents the kids. That's sorta what happened as we take care of my dad now.

Its been mentioned to me that I may sense death so I can help the dead/dying move on. Im not sure how I feel about that.
"Studies Show...Intelligent girls are more depressed, because they know what the world is really like.....She knows in society she's either a Devil or an Angel with no in between. She speaks in the third person, so that she can forget that she's me." ~Emily Autumn
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#37
You could be here to continue your great grandmas work and help the people around you, or be here to stop something from happening! Can you see 10-20 minutes before the particular person dies, or just as they do so?
As I look through the eyes of my mortal body, I continue to see with the immoral eyes that I have already owned.
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#38
It depends on my connection to the person. If I didn't really like them as with my mother or my uncle I just felt it within maybe 5-30 minutes of them dying. In both cases there were attempts to revive them so Im not sure if maybe they were in limbo a bit/not fully dead?
Two summers past I was caring for a stray cat trying to re-domestic her to rehome her. She got out because of my brother. When she came back round a male cat started a fight. I grabbed a broom to try and get him away but I was too slow and I got a instant sinking feeling I would never again see her alive as she was chased off. I found her the next day. She was half a block down from my house. The other cat chased her into the street and she was struck by a car. Neck broken, half her head crushed she must have died instantly. She most likely died a few minutes after I last saw her. I knew to look for her because she had left her 4-5week old kitten with me and not returned, and that cat liked to eat she never missed feedings.
But generally I feel worse the closer to the time of death of the person in question. As of yet I have not been able to prevent what I feel from happening. Like Cassandra no one ever believes me.

Random other note I am rather good with animals, specifically cats. The ferals and strays I care for I have a sense of. Like I know when they are on my property or are silently watching me when I do stuff outside.
"Studies Show...Intelligent girls are more depressed, because they know what the world is really like.....She knows in society she's either a Devil or an Angel with no in between. She speaks in the third person, so that she can forget that she's me." ~Emily Autumn
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#39
Could you sense if there are other being around you if their presence is strong?
As I look through the eyes of my mortal body, I continue to see with the immoral eyes that I have already owned.
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#40
I sense people and entities in general yes. My home/property is shielded against negative forces human or entity by me so its relatively annoyance free. Plus there is the bonus of my house spirit/trickster he makes most humans feel unwelcome.

I don't pay attention to like squirrels and birds, not sure if they are too small to notice? I sometimes notice the rabbits but they mostly stay away.

The biggest problem I have is there are a few people I need to deal with for my job and they are pretty much pure negative energy. Its tiring to be around them for the full day but its not like crippling. The only time I had a problem was when a friend was going to deal with a issue with the help of a witch. I went to vett the guy to be sure it wasn't a con. I met two of his friends and they all definitely had some umph. For giggles I let the one make me a medicine pouch to open me up for spiritual growth in theory. This came about after I did a rune reading with her. She drew the stones the third time because the first two times I drew the stone for myself{same stone both times} showed I was "hidden". When she drew at least only my future was hidden{same stone I drew twice}. Well I didn't think about it much until I was to wait in a small room with one of my negative coworkers. I couldn't do it felt like a panic attack, I took myself outside. Threw out that damn pouch because that wasn't tge open I wanted and meditated on my energies to restore my shields.
"Studies Show...Intelligent girls are more depressed, because they know what the world is really like.....She knows in society she's either a Devil or an Angel with no in between. She speaks in the third person, so that she can forget that she's me." ~Emily Autumn
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