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Seeing auras and colorful energy but...
09-26-2015, 10:26 PM
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Rolleyes Seeing auras and colorful energy but...
I feel like God gives me a lot of clues.
Like the pillow is blue...
The door is shiny glowing diamond white.

Great! I love u God thank you. But you know i dont know what to do with this information... I need God to send me a man that loves God as well, that truly believes, takes the information i receive and helps me help myself because i just can't. Wether iam naturally like this or if The devil damages something in my brain etc.... All these colorful auras are clues but they dont help me answer the real questions like... How do i find another green man? Or someone like me? How do i get to the life/reality i used to have?
How do i get my brother and my dad back?
How do i get a baby that looks like me? Etc

You all gotta understand something too. I feel trapped. I feel like i am stuck in a psychological game i want nothing to do with it. I constantly feel watched by angels (good ppl/auras/energy/beings etc) and the (devils/hackers/ppl that hate me/ppl that work for ppl that hate me...something like that)

Sooo if i preach to someone "hey i saw my door brilliantly dazzling like a diamond just now, they take the info and use it against me or to help themselves etc

I need to find a man who loves Jesus and thinks "geez, this girl has got it bad. She does her best to stay sane even though shes been raped, abused, damaged, physically assaulted, had her fetuses killed, eggs stolen from her, had to give birth to her rapists baby, lost her husband etc etc --- i feel for her and i am going to help her fight against the darkness.

She deserves love, a good husband, a baby, and a happy ending.

I might be dying and i wouldn't know it unless the doctor decides to have an epiphany and picks good over greed!

I just wanted to let it out. I need to vent.

But dear God, you gotta help me fight against people that are bad and smarter and more driven than iam. I just want a normal life. Ive told everyone and the world i am sorry for pissing y'all off but i am not opinionated anymore. I dont want to change the world, i just want to help people.
I love helping people, even if they become more succesful than me. But i want something to call my own please. I want to choose who i want to love and please let them genuinely love me back! Amen
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09-26-2015, 10:58 PM
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RE: Seeing auras and colorful energy but...
Ok Ill ask, how were your eggs stolen?

"Studies Show...Intelligent girls are more depressed, because they know what the world is really like.....She knows in society she's either a Devil or an Angel with no in between. She speaks in the third person, so that she can forget that she's me." ~Emily Autumn
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09-26-2015, 11:07 PM (This post was last modified: 09-26-2015 11:08 PM by Sense8fan7.)
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RE: Seeing auras and colorful energy but...
(09-26-2015 10:58 PM)Fair_Luminary Wrote:  Ok Ill ask, how were your eggs stolen?

One egg. I went in for a DNC, they told me to put my feet in the metal thingy. They stuck a tool up there and took out an egg. Without my consent. Then they had the nerves to show it to me. I didn't even get a chance to ask why they put that red looking embryo in the petri dish before i got escorted out of the room.

It was suppose to be a normal vaginal check up!
Well it was a check up for other things... But thats also a long story....
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09-26-2015, 11:31 PM
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RE: Seeing auras and colorful energy but...
A DNC is not a "normal" procedure. I'll admit I had to look it up, because at the age of 30 I've never heard of one, let alone had one at a check up.
Im not sure what the full story is, my guess is it was part of the tissue that the doctor removed that was causing you problems. I also can't imagine they would have done this without you signing consent forms or that would be quite a lawsuit.
I am also not sure why your fetuses were killed but if it was related to the same procedures then again consent forms, medically I don't see it done without you agreeing.

We can't wait for someone to put us together in this life. Our choices and our lives are our own. What we control is getting back up after we get knocked down.

"Studies Show...Intelligent girls are more depressed, because they know what the world is really like.....She knows in society she's either a Devil or an Angel with no in between. She speaks in the third person, so that she can forget that she's me." ~Emily Autumn
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09-27-2015, 01:59 PM
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RE: Seeing auras and colorful energy but...
(09-26-2015 11:31 PM)Fair_Luminary Wrote:  A DNC is not a "normal" procedure. I'll admit I had to look it up, because at the age of 30 I've never heard of one, let alone had one at a check up.
Im not sure what the full story is, my guess is it was part of the tissue that the doctor removed that was causing you problems. I also can't imagine they would have done this without you signing consent forms or that would be quite a lawsuit.
I am also not sure why your fetuses were killed but if it was related to the same procedures then again consent forms, medically I don't see it done without you agreeing.

We can't wait for someone to put us together in this life. Our choices and our lives are our own. What we control is getting back up after we get knocked down.

Yea but they did.
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