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A serious problem.
05-10-2014, 01:00 PM
Post: #11
RE: A serious problem.
(05-10-2014 12:55 PM)ChaosRose Wrote:  
(05-10-2014 12:47 PM)OddOccurance Wrote:  
(05-10-2014 12:37 PM)Itheblaze Wrote:  Look, I am not judging you. I am just mentioning a law of the land. You reap what you sow. The person holding the power needs to not let it over power him.

Yet am I?
I come here with questions, seeking answers.
Yet you've come here only to mock, I stay here with a calm demeanor as I've learned more than to let someone who mocks me; to anger me.

Those who have gotten hurt, I won't say they didn't deserve it; they certainly did.
But to have an ability where you want someone to get hurt, and it happens.
Is a curse, not a blessing.

It may not even have been you. If they deserved it, then perhaps it was brought on themselves. I've had the same type of thing happen to people around me who have wronged me, greatly. You could be just oozing magick, but there could also be other factors. I notice that I have to be careful what I am thinking or feeling, because things will happen. I don't think I am causing those things, but I do know that there are entities who have grown very fond of me and are protective.

The thing that scares me is even if like you (having entities that have grown fond of me, and are protective.) It's something that I can control, that my desires come true to a T. Yet their desires of anger, so I've come to the point where I'm scared to even have that thought of others being harmed.
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05-10-2014, 01:02 PM
Post: #12
RE: A serious problem.
What you are saying Chaosrose, is that bad luck happens to people that tick you off, and its not you doing it but your ghost boyfriends.
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05-10-2014, 01:09 PM
Post: #13
RE: A serious problem.
(05-10-2014 01:00 PM)OddOccurance Wrote:  
(05-10-2014 12:55 PM)ChaosRose Wrote:  
(05-10-2014 12:47 PM)OddOccurance Wrote:  
(05-10-2014 12:37 PM)Itheblaze Wrote:  Look, I am not judging you. I am just mentioning a law of the land. You reap what you sow. The person holding the power needs to not let it over power him.

Yet am I?
I come here with questions, seeking answers.
Yet you've come here only to mock, I stay here with a calm demeanor as I've learned more than to let someone who mocks me; to anger me.

Those who have gotten hurt, I won't say they didn't deserve it; they certainly did.
But to have an ability where you want someone to get hurt, and it happens.
Is a curse, not a blessing.

It may not even have been you. If they deserved it, then perhaps it was brought on themselves. I've had the same type of thing happen to people around me who have wronged me, greatly. You could be just oozing magick, but there could also be other factors. I notice that I have to be careful what I am thinking or feeling, because things will happen. I don't think I am causing those things, but I do know that there are entities who have grown very fond of me and are protective.

The thing that scares me is even if like you (having entities that have grown fond of me, and are protective.) It's something that I can control, that my desires come true to a T. Yet their desires of anger, so I've come to the point where I'm scared to even have that thought of others being harmed.

I know that there is an entity here that doesn't like the boyfriend. I have to be careful how irritated I get with him, because he has gotten a scratch on his hand (while playing WoW) from something unseen...for annoying me by playing too much WoW. Now that's mild, but there are other instances of people wronging me, seriously, that are not so mild. It is a thing that people like us have to take into consideration. If these beings are guardians of a sort, they take it very seriously.

And no, before the skeptics come circling, there was nothing around that he could have scratched the back of his hand on. He had his hand on the mouse and nothing was touching the back of his hand at all. The scratch just appeared and started to bleed a little bit.
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05-10-2014, 01:12 PM
Post: #14
RE: A serious problem.
Have they ever turned on you? Have they ever gone against your wishes and did as they please anyway?
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05-10-2014, 01:13 PM (This post was last modified: 05-10-2014 01:20 PM by ChaosRose.)
Post: #15
RE: A serious problem.
(05-10-2014 01:02 PM)Itheblaze Wrote:  What you are saying Chaosrose, is that bad luck happens to people that tick you off, and its not you doing it but your ghost boyfriends.


I don't have a ghost boyfriend. I have a living boyfriend. There are many entities who have said that they like or even love me, and will never leave me.

Serious bad luck actually does seem to happen to people who have seriously wronged me. There is one entity here who doesn't appear to like the boyfriend. I'm not sure if it is jealous, or just being overly protective. I made it clear that he is not to be harmed, and nothing has harmed him since.

I don't claim to actually know what the cause is. I know that these people have things happen to them, and I am not consciously doing Magick to cause them harm. If this is some latent psychokinetic ability, I do not know that I have that talent. I do know that there are entities here, and that they seem to be protective of me.
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05-10-2014, 01:16 PM (This post was last modified: 05-10-2014 01:23 PM by OddOccurance.)
Post: #16
RE: A serious problem.
(05-10-2014 01:12 PM)Itheblaze Wrote:  Have they ever turned on you? Have they ever gone against your wishes and did as they please anyway?

Never, not once. I've never asked them directly for anything, only spoke to myself. Yet of course they linger, they can over hear me; but I never ask them for things.

Yet like I said, I'm a person who gets angry a lot to the point where I may even black out. I've gone through anger management and other things to learn to control myself. Yet I don't ever remember what I say or do when I black out, I merely blink and then open my eyes to either someone hurt emotionally or physically.
(05-10-2014 01:09 PM)ChaosRose Wrote:  I know that there is an entity here that doesn't like the boyfriend. I have to be careful how irritated I get with him, because he has gotten a scratch on his hand (while playing WoW) from something unseen...for annoying me by playing too much WoW. Now that's mild, but there are other instances of people wronging me, seriously, that are not so mild. It is a thing that people like us have to take into consideration. If these beings are guardians of a sort, they take it very seriously.

And no, before the skeptics come circling, there was nothing around that he could have scratched the back of his hand on. He had his hand on the mouse and nothing was touching the back of his hand at all. The scratch just appeared and started to bleed a little bit.

The only thing that I have demanded is that no one in my family, or my girlfriend is to be hurt. Especially after I noticed the occurrences of other's getting hurt, I haven't spoken directly to them; but out loud so that those listening may understand it.

There have been instances that my girlfriend has been in utter pain, and I've asked for some assistance; her pain eventually ended. She had major tooth aches from her wisdom teeth coming in, but no money to have it handled. Eventually she had the tooth removed, but she only had pain for that one night and after I asked it went away.

There is good that comes out of it all, and that is why I never wish for them to leave. Yet when it comes to the entities around me, it wasn't them who I asked for help; but merely that of Lucifer. I offered nothing in return, I merely asked for that kindness and understanding.

I had a feeling after that conversation came to a halt that I explained in my previous topic, that Lucifer once loved and was once happy.

My girlfriend is the type that also draws spirits to her, she has had dreams of demons and ghosts; none would harm her. It was strange when we met, because everything seemed so right.
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05-10-2014, 01:25 PM
Post: #17
RE: A serious problem.
You need to privately go off somewhere, and write down what you believe to be the root of this anger. When you are ready, I would burn the paper and scatter the ashes symbolizing you purging and accepting the past and now you can move forward into a better future.
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05-10-2014, 01:31 PM
Post: #18
RE: A serious problem.
(05-10-2014 01:25 PM)Itheblaze Wrote:  You need to privately go off somewhere, and write down what you believe to be the root of this anger. When you are ready, I would burn the paper and scatter the ashes symbolizing you purging and accepting the past and now you can move forward into a better future.

We are the sum of all of our experiences...the good and the bad. Burning a piece of paper won't change that, and neither will ignoring what is clearly a part of us.
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05-10-2014, 01:41 PM
Post: #19
RE: A serious problem.
It won't hurt either. He's blacking out doing who knows what. When you're in such an anger that you black out you need all the help you can get. Beside keep going to your AM meeting I would pick up the 12 steps of AA. We can all benefit from those steps or at least some.
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05-10-2014, 01:44 PM
Post: #20
RE: A serious problem.
(05-10-2014 01:41 PM)Itheblaze Wrote:  It won't hurt either. He's blacking out doing who knows what. When you're in such an anger that you black out you need all the help you can get. Beside keep going to your AM meeting I would pick up the 12 steps of AA. We can all benefit from those steps or at least some.

No thank you.
I've come to terms with my anger, and have gone through extensive help on realizing why my anger is the way it is. I am the explosive type, I allow everything to pile up and stress me out until someone triggers the ignition switch.

It's not just anger management I've been through, but counseling and therapy.
I've come through a long road, the last anger fit I had only a road sign got the worse of it. But I didn't black out, I've found ways to control myself better.

I am only progressing, but I do not wish to do the 12 step program.
Thank you for the suggestion though.
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